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Thursday, December 30, 2010



I don't know why I even went back to see those insults.. Fine, maybe I do know.. Hahaa.. I don't feel that angry reading those insults and threats.. Instead, I find it funny.. It's really ridiculus..

Being called a female dog.. Well, at least I know I wasn't BORN as a female dog..

Being called ugly.. Well, different people have different definition of pretty, right? I won't deny that the person that said I am ugly look pretty cute.. But after putting on make up.. Sigh.. Natural beauty always wins to me..

I have no idea why they like to say that I'm shaving my mother's private part.. Well, in some countries, I believe that they feel that doing that is a really normal thing..

If my boyfriend was born without his balls, he wouldn't be my boyfriend in the first place.. ROFL..

I went offline because I had BETTER things to do like watching TV.. HAHAHAHAAA..

I won't deny that I was afraid. But that wasn't the reason that I've stop replying. Although I was indirectly implying something, at least I did not do it in such a hurtful way..

Anyway, the most ridiculus part was, they were mocking me not being able to understand chinese when my race is chinese.. But did they realise that what he said was in dilect?..

ROFLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Tuesday, November 30, 2010



Oh dear.. I'm no longer kind.. Well, to that person at least.. I can't help it.. I'll only be mean for a short period of time and everything would be fine again. But that person treats me worse then how we treated her.. Totally not able to accept it.. I know she dislikes me since sec2.. I know.. But I kept it inside.. I wasn't invited to almost everything.. And yet I invited her to almost everything..

There's alot of hate.. But I know I can let it go.. IF only she would change and stop treating me like her enemy..
Currently, I really look down on her.. Seriously.. She is accepting comments and concerns from people whom she wants to.. And totally treating me like her enemy.. Since it's that way, I'll laugh at stupidity her every single time.. To me, she's always weak.. Always a follower.. JiaJin is FAR STRONGER than her..

Her facebook wall has silly things like saying people doesn't care anymore.. But there's also things like saying that it's not their business and they should not probe about anything.. See what I mean about she CHOOSES comments and CONCERNS..

She doesn't appreciate everyone.. Soon, I hope no one appreciates her..

Now, skipping school.. Maybe smoking as well?.. Soon will be joining gang fights?.. What will the future be?.. Taking drugs maybe?!.. Honestly, I hope she wouldn't smoke, join gangs and maybe take drugs in the future.. But what can I do? Letting her see my views and comments just build rage inside her.. She'll just call me a bitch and slut.. If she wants to I can't do anything right? I wonder if she calls JiaJin that as well.. Probably not?.. She better not..

I didn't brain-wash them.. They know what they've seen..


REFLECT ON YOURSELF AND STOP BLAMING OTHERS!

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Thursday, October 21, 2010



It's such a disappointment.. It's not about the things said.. It's purely the person who said it.. And that would meant what we said, she have to "attack" back and what other people said are just playing with her.. She took us too seriously? Nope.. Because we pointed out her bad side..

I told myself before that true friends would accept your bad side.. But I'd realised that true friends would want you to get rid of that bad side as well.. Friends may not always be correct.. Not all advice should be taken.. You have to identify the them yourself.. So, I guess not all true friend are really true?.. It's about luck and fate? Definitely fate..

I think I can say all the things that I dislike about her for a million times and I wouldn't get tired.. Infact, I might be able to continue!

If only she would/could change.. I probably would be able to stop talking about her..

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Wednesday, October 20, 2010



Okay.. I think I'll be the only posting in this blog for the time being.. And how long this would last?.. I'm not sure.. Heard that Zhen is very busy practicing for her next performance.. Lol.. JiaYou..


Anyway, I've always been looking at what that person posts on her facebook wall.. And I thought the recent things she'd posted made me feel that she's so dumb.. I know it's not very nice to call people dumb.. But at least I've never called her a slut?.. Anyway, she knows it's silly to wait for him to send her a SMS when she knows that he is sleeping.. So go to sleep!.. To other people, some may think it's sweet.. But to me it's plain stupidity.. The main reason why I thought that way is because she stayed up and cried.. =.=''.. Oh well.. She likes wasting her time and tears for such thing is her problem.. I'll probably concentrate on going school on time and not missing any lessons if I were her..

I'm finally going to get to wear my lab coat, lab shoe and lab goggles this semester!! But I'll have to stand throughout the whole period in the lab..
Pray hard I'll survive..

ROFLs..

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Sunday, October 10, 2010



I've been thinking after I've saw his comments(advice) on her sister's FaceBook wall..
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REAL friends gets into troubles with you?.. REAL friends stands up for you for everything?..
That's what THEY think..

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REAL friends keeps you out of trouble.. REAL friends only stands up for you when you're in the RIGHT..
That's what I think..

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A true friend wouldn't abandon their friends when in danger..
A true friend will not let their friends be in danger..

When you keep yourself out of trouble, you keep your true friends out of trouble..

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Thursday, October 7, 2010



I've always been reading what she posts on her facebook wall.. And all I can say is, "She isn't as strong as she think she is.." No one to turn to? I thought she has alot of friends that stood up for her and scolded me on facebook? Hey, I'm not a good friend because of the way she treated me.. But she broke relationship with the best friend anyone could have.. JiaJin was always there for her when she needs her.. Yet, because of a guy.. Because of a "you talk bad about me behind my back".. If it really was behind your back, I wouldn't have let you read it on my blog.. What's happening now is not my fault although I said I would pray for them to break.. Because I didn't.. It's wasting time.. I would rather pray for my studies.. Haha..

Ren zai zuo.. Tian zai kan..

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Saturday, October 2, 2010



Boring Saterday.. And tomorrow would be the boring Sunday.. Haha.. I'm wondering if I would receive calls today so, I've decided to stay home to find out! Yesterday, I found out from my dad that someone called and told him that I was doing bad thigns in school! Lols.. Do lecturers really call up student's house phone looking for their parents?.. Wait a minute.. Would they even bother calling?.. I think they would just send a warning letter..
I don't think it would be easy to tarnish my reputation..

ROFLS!!

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Friday, October 1, 2010



I sort of really mean it when I posted the word "paiseh".. But the insults that came next was so unfriendly.. I ended off with no hard feelings and yet.. I received more insults from people whom I do not know.. I don't speak vulgar and I never would.. So does that answer the question of am I sure that I've never scolded my mother?..
I don't poison the minds of my friends.. They know what they've witnessed with their own eyes.. Secondary 2, I've realised.. Secondary 3, TingHui realised.. Poly Year 1, JiaJin and YiZhen realised.. When people talked about you behind your back, and you've found out what they've said, you're suppose to reflect and what they've said and not make a big fuss about it.. Unless, what they've said are obviously lies to tarnish your reputation..
I won't deny that I'm a coward.. Because it is true that I don't have the courage to say all the things straight at your face..
Sorry, JiaJin.. You don't deserve such treatment back in secondary 3.. I was no different from you.. I judged too fast.. Reacted too fast..
Friends come and go.. After all that had happened between us, I'm glad that you are still my friend.. My good friend.. The only one that have stayed the longest..

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Saturday, September 18, 2010



Yay!!.. I can't wait for chalet! BBQ!! WOOT!! So excited.. BUT, there's not enough money and there's not enough beds.. Asked for extra matresses and they say that they do not provide as there would not be enough spaces for the extra matresses.. I guess I would aim for the sofa?.. But anyway, we should just take turns to sleep on the bed for the 2 nights.. Well, that's what I think. I wouldn't know if they would think of the same thing.. Probably not?.. OH YA!! AikWei should ask for extra pillows and blankets.. LOLS.. I wouldn't want to be freezing at night..
ROFLs..

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Sunday, August 29, 2010



Saw that guy for the first time yesterday.. Oo.. Obviously heading to MoMoRen's house?.. Well, in facebook, it sounds like as though that guy has trouble with the law again and MoMoRen wants to suicide.. ROFLs.. Or maybe she is just sick that's why people visits her?.. I only have bad things to say about MoMoRen because.. There's nothing good for me to say about her! Lols.. If I'm MoMoRen's mother.. I probable learn from the television show, 'Ai'. One of the characters often say this, " Jia men bu xing". It sort of means family misfortune?

If my child were to called me a bitch and intends to run away from home just because of a guy, I'll probably just let her and change the house door's lock.. HaHa.. So hard-hearted.. She'll probably just waste money on hospital fees when she tries to suicide..
But, hey.. I don't need a child that is unfilial.

But yeah.. It's really the family's misfortune to have a member that behaves like that..
Pray hard.. Pray more.. Pray that I'll have a loving family in the future..

Rofls..

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Sunday, August 8, 2010



I've put together afew neoprints that I've took with my friends in 2008 and 2009.. Most of them made me laugh when I looked at it.. We all looked so happy in the neoprints.. Some were so hilarious.. AikWei was posing to bite Suzie fingers.. Elaine and I were going to chop the fish with AikWei's face(probably to make fish burger =x).. AikWei acted cute when Elaine and I was with a 'twist' pose.. And Suzie with an angry expression when Jessileen told us to do a crying pose.. HAHAHAA.. It was too funny that I was caught smiling instead.. There's 3 neoprint pictures with 'HER' in it.. One of them was AikWei trying to bite my ear.. Lols.. And the other two was taken with only the four of us.. Didn't pay much attention to these two photos.. Didn't really have good memories about them.. I really didn't like it..

I missed the pretty moments.. Haha.. I'm implying that I'm not pretty anymore.. Don't feel pretty.. Anyway.. I want to take neoprints again.. It all looked better than using a camera to take photos.. All so happy.. Or maybe.. It's just because we posed for it....

NO! I was definitely NOT posing.. I was really happy......

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Tuesday, August 3, 2010



It probably felt worse than sardines in a can.. No room for "almost fell".. That was how squeezy it was.. 1 more day of squeezing in the train.. And that would be tomorrow.. Becaause, after tomorrow is... STUDY BREAK! I'm so looking forward to it.. After Study Break would be semestrial exams.. 3 papers only.. Haha.. After the exam would be Chalet! WOOT!! I'm definitely going swimming.. BBQ!!! Always enjoyed chalet..
So looking forward...

rofls..

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Thursday, July 29, 2010



Back there.. Back then.. It's all so different..
Back there.. Back then.. We're all happy together..
Back there.. Back then.. I might just be a better friend..
Back there.. Back then..

But all that's left now is only this...

Was so different..
Was so happy..

And what happened?..

Am I to be blamed?..

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Sunday, July 11, 2010



PetVille is so cute.. Look at my pet!

BiBiJi

BiBiJi upclose

BiBiJi's relieved smile

BiBiJi's act cool pose

BiBiJi scratching butt
ROFLS!!!...

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Sunday, July 4, 2010



I took some random pictures of myself.. I think they're all kind of funny.. Haha..

Thinking: "When will the sky fall?..."

Curious: "Eh?..."

Evil Plot: "Heh.. Heh.. Heh..."

Something bad: "Uh oh...."

WAkakakkaaaa.. There's one more picture which is Act Cute.. I don't want to post it.. But I couldn't stop laughing at it when I look at it.

ROFLS!!

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Friday, July 2, 2010



Peaceful, genuine thankfulness

A difficult situation is challenging enough on its own. Don't make it worse by adding your own anxiety to it.

Instead, be peacefully and genuinely thankful. Whatever the circumstances are, choose to be thankful for the moment and for your opportunity to experience it.

Sincere, heartfelt thankfulness will calm your spirit and open your eyes to the positive possibilities. Instead of being intimidated by the challenges, you'll become inspired by the opportunities.

Be thankful for what has happened to bring you to where you are. After all, what has happened, has happened, and your best response is to find the value in it.

That value is most definitely there. By choosing to recognize it, you can make any moment, and any situation, into a powerful opportunity for making real progress.

When you feel anxiety creeping into your awareness, overwhelm it with peaceful, genuine thankfulness. And fill the moment with the power of your best possibilities.

-- Ralph Marston

Read more: http://greatday.com/motivate/100624.html#ixzz0sW5BmT4V

"I come in PEAC.... Eh?.. *clear throat*.. I come in PIECES.."
ROFLS..

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Thursday, July 1, 2010



It just randomly came into my head..

"Just forget about all the old ones! I've got someone new!!"

Yeah.. One new person can replaced all the old ones.. And when you lose the new one.. You're alone..

Good luck! Good Luck!! GOOD LUCK!!

Okay.. I sound pretty random as well.. That should explain the random thought..
ROFLS...

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Tuesday, June 29, 2010



I copied something from the web, linked from my big sister's blog.. And it goes like this..

Another Road
If something looks impossible, look at it in a different way. What you wish to do can be done, though perhaps not in the way you originally thought.

Just because one road is blocked, does not mean that the destination is unreachable. You can always find another road, or make your own.

An important part of any achievement is making your own achievement. It is your very own dream, and you must find your own way there.

Whatever seems to be blocking you is merely guiding you to be more creative. Each challenge brings with it a new opportunity to add our own unique value to the effort.

Don't let you mind get so tightly wrapped around the problems of the moment that you fail to see the larger possibilities. Know that there's a way to move forward, and you'll find it.

Your imagination is what first connect you to your dream. Nourish that imagination and let it carry you all the way there.
--Ralph Marston
Read more: http//greatday.com/motivate/1008628.html#ixzz0sFCi862U

Believe in yourself.. And here's something from my Primary 6 form teacher(someone told this to her and she told us)..
Fill in the blanks.

"If I_ Is T_ B_, I_ Is _p To M_"

I Like Fairy Tales~
ROFLS..

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Friday, June 11, 2010



Last Tuesday, I had my Communication Skills ICA2 to present.. It was quite a rushed assignment as we did not get 1 week to prepare it but only 3 days.. And there's 4 tests this week.. Fine, I managed to get the presentation slides done and prepared what I'm going to say 1day before the day of presentation. However, I do not have enough time to memorize what I have to say.. Some of my classmates had the same problem too. Thus, we asked our teacher if we could use our presentation cards.. And she agreed!

The topic of this assignment was "If I ruled Singapore, I would..."
First thing that came to my mind was 'cigarettes'.. I hate the smell of it.. I spent a day looking for information on rate of death due to tobacco.. I also got an idea on how I'm going to decrease the amount of tobacco consumed in Singapore from the COE.. I scored an 'A'!! I'm so delighted! The teacher said that I should be more fierce during my speech and 1 of my classmate thought that I already sounded fierce(like a policewoman). LOL..

Thanks to this presentation.. I've found out that if the rate of tobacco consumed does not decrease, by 2020, there may be MORE THAN 10 MILLION people dying due to tobacco..
Cut down on smoking people!!

ROFLS..

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Monday, May 31, 2010



I took 2 photos of my nephew yesterday when we were at Tampines Safra's Sakura.. He was sleeping and looked so cute!




Rofls..

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